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[25 Jun 2002|06:55pm] |
Okay.. Hi everyone! I've decided to delete me journal. Its not that I can't keep up with it, god its so much fun to have but my boyfriends mom read it and called my mom and I just feel like I've gotten my privacy invaided. I will copy down all my friends and everything and when I get my new journal up I'll contact you all. Thanks to all of you for always commenting on my journal <33 Feel free to IM me @ Wattergrl7 or Carebear270 and my email is Wattergrl7@aol.com
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Cara
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[25 Jun 2002|04:41pm] |
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I'm making my journal friends only.. so yeah :\ if someone knows how to do the quick way of making your journal "friends only" tell me! Or else I'm going to have to delete all my entrys by "Edit" ... :\
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[19 Jun 2002|11:38pm] |
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Tonight has been fun. My mommy and I are hilarious. We went out to eat @ IL LUPO its this Small nice italian place in Fairfax City. Its cute. Well yeah anyways.. my brother joined us mid-appitiezer and we were all laughing about things and I was talking and talking and bringing up wierd subjects as usual, then after my brother left I made my mom almost pee she was laughing so hard. We talk about my father a lot, so yeah :D I go "ew have you noticed he crosses his legs now??" and she goes "yeah" and laughed and I go "God.. I don't know how he can stand crushing his balls like that.. or I don't even know if he has any feeling in them at all because of his surgery" (my dad got like the testosterone removed from his balls or shit, so he can't have anymore kids..fucker) and my mom spit out her food and was LAUGHING hysterically. Omg it was great. Then I was telling her these jokes some guy was trying to tell me in Florida when he was trying to stay "g" rated because he was drunk and we (we=sherylin, amanda and me) were in a trolly with him and his drunk friends in Florida in May, and the joke was...
"This string walks into a bar and orders a drink and the bartender goes.."are you a string" and the string goes "yes" and the bartender says "i'm sorry get out, we don't serve strings in this bar"
The second string walks in and orders a drink and the bartender goes "are you a string?" and the string goes "yes" and then he says "sorry but we don't serve strings"
So the third strings goes.. hmm i'm going to do something about this.. so he ties himself in a knot and freys the edges. He walks into the bar and orders a drink and the bartender goes "are you a string" and the string goes "i'm afraid not" :D get it? a-freyed knot! hahaha too funny..not. There were just all these gay corny jokes and I was so close to taking off my shoe and throwing it at the guys head. Anyways my mom got that one 5 minutes after I told it, because I talk too fast..and she started laughing and I started laughing and then we were laughing so hard I kept on mouthing "I'm going to pee in my pants!!" and she pointed to the bathroom and so I went :D lol. The dinner was good.. everyone was looking at us because we were laughing though. We got Terimisu and Pistachio ice cream for desert. My mom and I love desert yumm yumm. My dad is always like "you take after your mother" because I order desert and I love to shop @ Tiffany & Co. and my mom goes.. just be like "Thats because I'm a woman, and I like the FINER things in life" Jewlery and chocolate are a given..please. Wahoo, I got into the Intoxicated clique :D whoopee! Okay well I'm pretty bored.. I'm going to be over @ Adriana's all day. She is coming over tomorrow morning as soon as she wakes me up and shes going to come into my room and wake me up.. then we are going over to her house..what a long day that will be. Watching her make out with some Junior -rolls my eyes- she is just getting me back for what I've done to her in the past. But.. NO MORE CHEATING! I'm not cheating on Nate.. newp :D I love him to death, hell.. my mom even loves him! Okay.. nite nite
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[19 Jun 2002|07:41pm] |
I'm sorry but.. I have to put ALL of these up. I love them all.
That took me a really long time, note that I'm extremly lazy.. plus I couldn't help myself. I think they are all cute :D You know you like em. But I'm sure everyone is annoyed @ their friends list and how much I've been posting today :D Oh well..fuh luh luh. Have to go get ready 4 dinner..buh byez
.:: Cara ::.
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[19 Jun 2002|07:31pm] |
Well.. I just talked on the phone w/ Nate for an hour.
Got a call from Adri, we are hanging out tomorrow with a couple of guys one of them, which she hooked up with last night coming home from six flags in our other friends car.. hmm ;\
My mommy called and we are going out to dinner tonight, even though I don't feel like eating and I really need to loose weight. I'm a boomin' 127lbs and that isn't normal!!! The word GYM is going to ring a bell in my near future...
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[19 Jun 2002|05:37pm] |
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i keep joining cliques. This is the closest I can get to a website, since I'm lazy otherwise :D but I can't exactly put their codes up on my site, because.. I don't have room unless its IN the layout and I can't do that I'm too stupid.
Anyways.. I will just post their codes in my entries.. anyone can look back on them at anytime.. so yeah :D.
Todays been kinda crappy. I've been in my pjs all day. I took decail paper and printed out Christina Aguilera pics onto them. Took the sticky crap off and now I have christina windows.. lol. I have way too much fun when I get bored :]. K well I'm going to go give Adri a ring and see if she can come hang out or spend the night, we have a lot of catching up to do -wink wink-
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(Lazy..again)
Right Now:
* Talking to Nate
* Surfing cliques and webpages and webrings
* Talking to kristen
* Listening to the most annoying sound in the world. People banging on my front porch creating a new step
* Enjoying the thunder sound
* Having my dog cuddled under my desk, how cute.. not.
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God.. Today is such a yucky day. I feel horribe too.
Its thundering out and lightning, but not raining. The rain stopped an hour ago. I don't even know where the sun is, lol its been BEAUTIFUL all week and now its just blah. Last night was great! It was my One month with Nate. I've never felt so happy, seriously. I know I was happy with Brandon, but Brandon and I always faught, over everything (Brandon I know your reading this...) oh well. That was the last chapter of my life, I'm on a new one. We went to the movies to see Scooby Doo, because I didn't really feel like seeing Bourne Identity. Scooby Doo was pretty cute, the graphics weren't as bad as I assumed they were going to be, they did a pretty good job. Freddie looks like crap w/ blonde hair, and Sarah was pretty either way. Nate and I joke about everything so he'd be like whoaaa shes nice lookin' cuz I was going.. damn.. everythings sexy in this movie, even the ghosts his eyes are just yummmm. We are dorks, together :D I'm happy though, because he can actually appreciate me for who I am. After the movie we hugged for about 5 minutes and all that good stuff :D. Then there was really loud thunder and HUGE lightening strikes all around us. Then it started raining. Thats my favortie weather. The entire Town Centre's electricity went out. All the lights in the movie theater went out and I was like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. We were outside at the time so we went inside and sat on the steps and talked for a while. God I'm just so happy I have him.
I just got an invitation to a Birthday party, lol. Kate's. Its on June 22nd. I can go. Thats this weekend though, whoa. Better Rsvp. I want Adriana to come over today. I have to call her and see if she feels like walking over Braddock Rd. to my house. Maybe she is up for getting soaking wet? I haven't seen her in so long and thats not normal for best friends! Well I'm going to go. I'll update later most likely....
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[19 Jun 2002|11:50am] |
Thats right. Kiss my ass. :D
Its too early. I'm in one of those "Hehehe I'm cool" gay ass moods. Whats wrong w/ me?
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Your the thong. Your the spunky one out of all friends.
You keep having fun till it kills you. You always except a challenge and
never back down. You love taking risks and you hold nothing back.
Which underwear are you?
Wo0t. Thongs are my bestfriend!
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Carebear270: well well
Carebear270: welcome back darling, lol
NDWorek34: im on the phone
NDWorek34: with ashley
Carebear270: . . .
Carebear270: ?
Carebear270: why?
NDWorek34: there talkin to me bout jojo
Carebear270: -whine-
Carebear270: hmpfh
Carebear270: GOD DAMNIT LEAVE HIM ALLLLLLLLLONNNNNNNNNEEEEEEEEEEEEE
NDWorek34: they said i should dump you
Carebear270: ashley who!?
NDWorek34: well its kim
Carebear270: -sigh-
Carebear270: hang up
NDWorek34: shes tellin me crazy shit
Carebear270: i like want to fucking cry
Carebear270: i hate this shit
Carebear270: ugh fjkdsjfkldsjflkjdslfk;dsfasd
Carebear270: ashley is supposed to be my friend..
NDWorek34: well.....
NDWorek34: i dont think so
NDWorek34: lol
Carebear270: whats that supposed to mean
NDWorek34: thats supposed to mean shes not
NDWorek34: lol
Carebear270: thats not something to laugh about, sorry
NDWorek34: well there like dump cara
Carebear270: jojo is probably listening on the phone
NDWorek34: i know
NDWorek34: dont act like u know
Carebear270: what??
NDWorek34: when you see them
Carebear270: oh ok
Carebear270: trhats kinda hard
Carebear270: -sigh-
Carebear270: whatever
Carebear270: i'm leaving
NDWorek34: no
Carebear270: nate..
NDWorek34: yes
Carebear270: do you realize.. that.. you telling me stuff kinda gets me upset?
NDWorek34: i wont
Carebear270: and knowing that they are sitting ont eh phone with you telling you bad things about me and stuff
Carebear270: no no.. i don't mean NOt tell me stuff
Carebear270: just sometimes things that you say are blunt and it kinda hurts
NDWorek34: im sry
Carebear270: don't be
Carebear270: you didn't know
Carebear270: ist just like your being to blunt with me thats all..
Carebear270: i don't want it to seem mean
Carebear270: it just kinda hurts knowing everyone wants you to dump me when that is the last thing i want
Carebear270: and it hurts knowing that one of my friends is talking shit about me and your listening
Carebear270: .. yeah
Carebear270: i'm sorry
Carebear270: okay.. are you there?
NDWorek34: yea
Carebear270: .whats going on
NDWorek34: godddddddddd
Carebear270: ?
NDWorek34: there still
NDWorek34: talkin shit
Carebear270: nate...
Carebear270: its called.. a god damn CLICK button
Carebear270: you press it.. and you HANG up
Carebear270: why waste your time listening to them talk shit, when you have better things to do?
Carebear270: seriously..
NDWorek34: god fuckin damnit
Carebear270: ...
NDWorek34: finally
NDWorek34: off
NDWorek34: i talked to kim ashley and jojo
Carebear270: would you like to tell me what happend?
NDWorek34: and it went through one ear right out the other
NDWorek34: hold on i'll call you
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:[ I really don't want to loose him. JoJo was all like "Nate I regret so many things I did, and I want another chance." I just hate this. I am so incredibly happy with him and I don't want her ruining it. Him and I have been looking for someone like eachother for the longest time and we finally found eachother.. and it just gets all ruined. I don't want him to break up wtih me, its the last thing I want, ugh! I can't even think about it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I don't know why, but I'm really upset. Today was a good day till probably the last 10 minutes of it. JoJo and Nate were walking together up to his locker upstairs...she wanted her yearbook back but I suspected more then that, I waited by the stairs for him like usual but I screamed at the top of my lungs when I saw them together..it just.. ugh..mother fucking ugly bitch I SWEAR! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! I don't even know what I'm mad at! I'm just histarically mad! Gr god fucking damnit, I do everything wrong.. what if he leaves me for her? I know he cares about me.. but everything always back fires on me.. what if i loose him? I would be such a mess....
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Which Real World cast member are you?
Omg that is too funny! Cara is the "Cara". I'm not a spoiled brat...definatly not..
<3
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Omg I haven't updated in like a day.. lol..thats a big one for me! haha.. okay.. well I'll update..
Right now
Wearing: Dark blue soffe's and a grungy country club t-shirt
Hair: Up in one of my "perfect ballerina" buns
Eating: Milano cookes, adding on the pounds :[
Drinking: Crystal Geyser water
Thinking: Who was that guy w/ my brother?
Wanting: Nate to come over and to go to the pool and to loose about 10 pounds that everyone thinks i don't need to loose.
Listening to: Radio.. 99.5
Jewlery: Too much.. Tiffany's shit necklace and bracelet..2 rings 7 earrings 1 navel ring.. anklets.. ya get the picture?
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Yesterday:
We lost our championship division 1 first place game.. we could of won, they sucked we were just sooo tired and exhausted and cranky and dehydrated, it was 96 out! I got the wierdest tan line! Jersey tan.. grrr. We all died our hair Blue/Pink/glitter. I still have it in my scalp it won't come out! Then we had this party and my bbud and i got into a cake fight.. Lauren and I are funny shes my chicka she was sitting on my lap and i had my hands around her and everyone was lookin' at us like we were lesbos.. mm.. fuck no.
Then i left and went home to get showered and changed, then i went to see Sum of all Fears with Nate :D THe movie sucked, well I wasn't watching.. literly...I was too busy kissing him or sleeping or something.. heh :D
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Today:
Was boring in school.. we did nothing.. cleaned out our p.e. lockers. Mr. Will and I had a heart to heart, hes so cool.. kate cori and I were talking to him about life in general and it was just cool...hmm.. what else.. lunch sucked they had no food and i was like.. where the fuck are the fries? What happend to my fat diet? So i guess i'm stuck being gay and bringing my lunch tomorrow....okay ouch my leg just fell asleep..i'm going to leave...
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I'm so tired, I can barely type right. I have to keep pressing my backspace bar and going back and fixing things :\. Last night was really bad. I didn't get to see Nate, his parents wouldn't let him see me..grrr. I had to go to another Graduation party, for this girl that used to live in my neighborhood..she used to be like my sister. I can't believe how gorgeous and skinny she got! She used to walk into my house every morning and eat breakfast and go to school with us. She turned into such a sweetheart she used to be a bit of a snob. So anyways.. their house is a fucking mansion and I'm jelous..lol. If my parents were still together.. I can't even imagine where I'd be living now. I kinda feel cheated. My dad has this big luxorious house with Big screens and leather couches and stainless steal appliances...and I have this house..with ..well nice things.. but we don't have 110'in tvs and shit like that... :[ he pisses me off sometimes. So anyways.. I got home from that w/ my mom and Nate's away message sai "I'm in a bad mood" so I called him and we talked for an hour.. and atleast that made me in a better mood! OHHHHHHHH................
We won both our games! It was so funny! The 2nd game we died our hair pink w/ that spray crap..and we were wearing spongebob band-aids on our faces *its a team thing* since we are the spongebobs.. haaahhahaha its because we have the ugliest jerseys that are like..sponge yellow..sickening. But yeah both the teams were really good.. and we beat the shit outta them. I didn't play my posistion.. I fucking hate my position I can't play it and I hate it.. a lot. I played right half-back and took this girls spot that sucks.. and then I would get pissed when she was like.. its my turn to go in.. I was so about to yell "No teresa you suck at it" but I didn't :x then I was playing left full back which was kinda boring but it was fun. I actually got to do something because normally I'm center with Joanna and she takes every fucking ball and I'm just standing behind her like her backup.. grrrr. Then like everytime I do get the ball.. everyone cheers for me? Really loud.. and I'm like.. urgh I didn't do anything..I don't know I don't get my team at all. We have a game at 2:30 and if we win this.. we win the tournament ... thankkkk godddd! Then we have a party afterwards and I don't want that!!!!! I want to see Nate so badly because I haven't all weekend and he has plans next weekend and grrrrr -growls- hopefully he can do something at 7:00 even though it is a school night, but my mom agreed to it... because I probably won't be back from the fields till 6.
Whoa.. that was a lot...
K I'm off for breakfast.. I wonder what I should have?
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YAY!!!!!!
I had my first game this morning, we beat them! 2-1 but thats still good! They were ahead of us, and our leading competition...and we fucking beat them! My friend got a yellow card, haha I wish that was me! The ref was a fucking dumbo he belonged in a looney bin, I was yelling at him..and he was like.. WATCH YOUR MOUTH YOUNG LADY! I was like.. open your god damn eyes she just pushed her! :\ heh. We have a game at 4:30 and if we win that.. we play tomorrow.. if not we have a huge party! This is our last season, and we've been together for 3 years..amazing. Its going to be hard not having them, and I'm going to be so damn annoyed that I don't have my usual wednesday and friday night practices w/ them :[. Kimmy and I are hilarious we need to make clean names for eachother though because we call eachother.. whore slut.. etc. but during games parents would kill us for that. During half time I was sitting next to her and she picked up my belly button ring of the ground and she goes.. "ughh.. is this yours cara?" and I flipped out! The ball off the top fell off, and I had to take it out for the first time (for an hour) I've changed it and shit before, but never REALLY taken it out for a long period of time. The hole got smaller and it was tight when I tried to put it back in. Then on the way home she was behind me at a stop light and she stuck her head out the window and I did the same.. and then robin pulled up next to us and we were all talking with our heads out the windows..everyone was looking at us like we were crazy. Our main player won't be at our second game.. and we need her! Badly! Its Joanna and she controls the field.. and she is my partner in crime haha. She plays front of the diamond and I play back.. so if she misses I'm there.. and if I miss shes there.. soo.. AHHHHH!!!!!!!
I really want to see nate tonight.. where the hell is he! He better get online before 3 or else I'm going to call him and might get him in trouble for it or something? Cuz I think he is still grounded from the phone because he was on it w/ me at like 12 on a sunday night...I'm hungry and I need to get off my shin gaurds and socks for a while.. I wish I could take a shower...but there would be no point.. I will take one when I get home at like 6 :\. Urgh I really need to see him tonight -whine- he better be free!@#$% K well I'm out to go eat lunch <333
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I'm so upset. My brother was late..so I didn't go to soccer practice and I really need the practice..we were doing really hard drills today and I wanted to challenge myself for the tournament we have tomorrow :[. Today was a good day; but I felt like shit..if that makes sense? Nate kissed me 3 times yay* n we cuddled and stuff even though I'm scared we are going to get in trouble in school, since I always get yelled at! I've had the worst cramps, today during 6th period I started crying they were so bad..seriously they hurt like shit! Then Brandon was pissing me off and I was screaming about it, then I lost my voice. He doesn't even awknowledge the fact I'm standing RIGHT in front of him asking if he is okay....and he won't even be my friend! Somethings wrong with him and his new "someone" she won't go out with him but they like eachother? I don't know. My math teacher in 8th period was talking to me.. and she goes "Isn't it ironic that you switched into 8th period from 2nd to be with him.. and then he switched into 2nd from 8th to get away from you?" because all my teachers knew about us..and how serious we were :\ Its seriously like hes changed and I'm scared of that..because I'm so used to him being the Brandon I know. I still want to be friends with him, even though hes not my boyfriend. I'm over that..I have Nate and he treats me so good.. and I'm really happy with him. Very happy so..yuhp...
I have to go out to dinner with my dad tonight and his guy friend from Chicago that is down here playing in a golf tournament w/ him :\. I miss Nate..I'm so obsessed!!!! I hopefully get to see him tomorrow after all my games. I have one at 10:30 and then one at 4:30 and I don't get home till 6..so yeah maybe I'll go to his house around 7:30...or..go somewhere w/ him around then, because I NEED TO SEE HIM! desperatly! School isn't enough for me, plus him and I get to cuddle and be our real selves outside of school, its just better that way :] I get so spend summer with him! Well.. the time that him and I are in Virginia, I do..because we are both traveling. I can't wait till like 8 when I get to eat.. haha. I'm so hungry, we are going to a Japenese Steak House, yum yum :]
piece <3
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